A whole bag of rotten oranges

Oi. I'm experiencing some seriously bad energy here, in regards to boys. I'm walking a balance beam blindfolded- I'm proceeding cautiously, but I could step of the end at any time. Right now I just feel like every call I make or don't make is going to have significance, and I'm really torn between moving forward and seeing how far I can get, or playing it safe and just not talking to anybody at all until this passes. Grr. I don't like being uncertain!

Maybe it's just all of this finals stress that's got me on edge. I dunno, I think I'm just ready for a change. I needs something big to happen! A big change! I feel like I'm on the cusp of something, but I don't know what! There's always the argument, also, that I need to make my own change, but I don't really know what that should be. Maybe today will bring something wholly new and exciting! grr, enter's not working AGAIN! anyway, I'll leave you with a Pogues quote, from one of my favorite songs: "You can't take it with you when you go. No, you can't take it with you when you go. You gotta walk, walk that mile, and I'll be with you, honey child. And I'll do it for the ghost of a smile."