Chirrup!

I'm feeling like a cricket! Well, not really.

Speaking of having wings, though, for the last week or so I've been getting all this pent up emotional energy, and I just don't know what to do with it. I feel like a giant pair of wings is about to explode out of my back, and I'll fly my ass out of here... but I don't really want to leave... there's just a lot of anger, frustration, and fear bubbling below the surface. It doesn't even have a specific focus- I'm really pretty happy right now overall- but I have this emotional itch. I want so much more, and I want it RIGHT NOW! Lol. It doesn't help that Tim has been lame thus far and hasn't called me back, and I think he was in lecture today but he definitely didn't say hi, much less explain why he hasn't returned my calls. It's not even like I can be justifiably mad, either! Grr. It's hard enough for me to find guys whom I feel are up to par, without them going and doing silly things like not returning my sentiments. I'm so impatient; I want everything NOW, but I can't! I have so much, and yet I feel so... restricted... rather than liberated by the fact. I'm tired of the promise of tomorrow- I'm concerned with today.

Anyway, there's my rant. In other news, I went to the exhibition of graduating ceramics and printmaking seniors tonight, and it was pretty sweet. There were some things which I took a look at and decided that I can do better, but a lot of the stuff was quite good. Plus, there was free food, and the enjoyable company of Joe (another ceramics guy) and his boyfriend, both of whom kept me exceedingly amused throughout the show. Then, just like every monday night, Lindsey and I had too much wine. (Well, technically I had two beers... and I'm not particularly feeling it... but you get the idea.) Anyway, I think I might take advantage of my tipsyness to get emotional about some global issue like the decimation of the rainforest so that I can have a good cry and hopefully expend some of that aforementioned pent up, emotional energy... but we'll see.

Alright, that's it, I'm up out! Smoke me a kipper, I'll be back for breakfast!